So it is your choice, he used to tell me. The rest will drain your karmic account, he said, and you will have less for me. He only reinforced the type of my behaviour that brought him gain. “Henry taught me the difference between gain and drain. “Yes, well, but Darler only and ever wanted to reach for people’s hearts, and not for their pockets!” And here I thought HENRY was cruel to James. Then Jaguar was upon him, and justified his alias. NOW we know - that week he bled for Jaguar. My goodness, you might think that we are nothing but literary dumpster divers, one worn out cliche at a time, but my mate had nose bleeds every day for a week! “Now I know that fear is the avenue only idiots might take, I am determined never to be pushed by the machine down that path again.” Sometimes i wonder WTF is wrong with me, and why did I sign up for this? This is the price for the truth on Andromeda. Her owner, Grehedi Brennes Warm who sponsored all of her trips to help the soldiers, did not last a 100 000 years (not very much time in the society of the Grehedis) before he, too, was martyred. Which, basically, means, that no one knows what happened to her, but everyone wanted to jump on the most popular band wagon of Misty & Brennes Show. I think, 14 different organisations took responsibility for her death. She went missing over Opaline (?) of Kloritahan System.Ĭonsidered martyred. She used to come and sing for the BOTH sides in the war of Liberation Front against Leot’s Forces. Her songs were about Awakening from the ego, that causes wars. This blind Estelian woman was a legendary singer. ONLY insurance against pain, caused by your own stupidity in believing that you can control your life and your destiny.” James Kellspell, basically, about his addiction (what is it, really?) But can you blame him? He is a survivor of a genocide. “Money can help you protect your body from cold, and your stomach from hunger.īut only God can protect your heart from fear, your soul from pain, and your brain from confusion.”Ĭommander Uri Kumlatov, in a scathing lecture about the Grehedis he hates so much. Are you too asleep to see how you pick the wrong figure to follow? Sorry, Are you dumber than a duck?” Then the ego blames God for your misfortunes, confusing you even more.
It is upon you to see, when you replace God to follow with ego to follow. Our most ardent desire to belong drags us towards the wrong things\people to follow, like little ducklings following just about anyone out of their desire to follow.Ī duckling does not have a choice, being too stupid to process its environment correctly. “This is where we make that fateful wrong turn. I must explain by quoting one of his lectures:
He writes this prothetic, legendary poem. (THEY like it, that’s what you were told…)Īfter a 3-day internal bloody fight to pick Henry over “his” ego’s desires, “47 years of pure torture in this body on this Earth -Īll was worth it for me for just one his glance” - Jim confessed to me last night, with his hand pressed against his cheek, blood trickling down from underneath it, and for a good reason. All I need to do is sit and listen to him and those around him. Sometimes she’d scan Jim’s lectures for weird and profound stuff you’d find nowhere else. Sheba suggested I have this section in the narration. My Consolation” (griffinfrank at )īook written based on these logs: “Sky Over Morrill”īooks written based on these logs: “Trials of James Kellspell I, II”īooks written based on these logs: “Intense Loyalty” Lierance Triage: Alpha B Omega Omega Omega TRIALS OF JAMES KELLSPELL, THE UNLIKELY PROPHETĬommander Uri Kumlatov to James Kellspell, right before banishing Henry Carlton from the set of Emerald Filament and suspending James from school.
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